>>5524063YOU do not reconcile yourself at all.
You repent of your sin (this will involve not doing it anymore and confessing to God).
Then, you must believe that Jesus, Only begotten Son of God & Messiah, died for your sins, was buried, and rose again as told in the Bible.
Then, you must call on His name for salvation and confess that He is Lord.
You will still bear the price of your sin in the world, but your debt for transgressing God's law will be forgiven and you will be saved.
Whenever you feel like sticking your cock where it doesn't belong, read your Bible instead. It will work out better in the end.