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I wanted to kill myself when I was 30. Said fuckit lets give alcoholism a try for the lulz. It's been some wild fuckin years since goddamn. Some good times. A lot of bad times. A few times the sauce helped me immensely and times where I would have snuffed myself without it. And many many times i wanted to kill myself because im drunken piece of shit. So many bridges burned. Jobs lost. My body and mind are total shit. Homeless a couple of times and about to be again very soon. My dick is almost dead.
But still....those few minutes of good feels on the sauce are legit the only time I feel good. Before 30 i got in shape several times. Got lots of pussy. Good paying job. Creative work. Good friendships. And none of it made me feel anywhere near as good as being drunk.
Thanks for reading my second blog post reddit.
