59 was my old football number too, which is what makes this id even more foreboding. i also realized that i kind of always get this way when the niners don't make the postseason. things will turn up soon, and maybe the full moon coming up will turn the tide for cancer (astrological sign, not a metaphor for the sickness eating the world). i'm not gonna give up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo1VInw-SKc 