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Over the past year I've regressed in my ability to communicate online. irl I'm fine but when I'm posting here or anywhere else on the web I have this way of talking as though everyone knows what I'm talking about even when I say retarded unrelated shit, like I live in a bubble ignorant of the world around me. I'm intellectually back to the level of an infant, you could describe my speech as a sequence of non-sequiturs. In hindsight I expect when someone sees an average post of mine, they think a child wrote it. My posts rarely have a reason to them and are usually made as a bid for attention despite being anonymous.
I don't know what the cause of this is, maybe it's because I've developed a more black and white worldview. Maybe I just look down on everyone and think that I'm always the center of attention. Essentially I'm just on a different wavelength from everyone here, and I don't know how I got off track.
I don't have an interest in talking to my real-life peers but I really like the anons here, a lot of you are really intelligent and helpful when I'm trying to do something. It's amazing to me how comprehensive, independent and worldly people are here in comparison to those I see on a day to day basis, as well as myself.
Has anyone been here? Do you know how to become more of a human again?
