>>16121888I guess that's fair. It's just hard for me to comprehend getting used to spiders, because I've only once seen one in my life, which was a really small one anyhow so it doesn't count, and that I'd find it absolutely terrifying it it ever happened. After non-chalantly killing them so many times to no fanfare, I suppose they'd just get boring to deal with, especially since there's many more anyhow.
But, you still feel a bit of glory wash over you, right? You have to. Even if only a little bit.
>it's hard to feel good about killing them though because i know they'll just come back. Yeah, there's also that. Again, I can't imagine it with spiders, but with other insects, after you kill too many too often, it turns into less of a special occasion that feels good to do and more so a chore because you know it's not really going to have much of an impact anyhow, right.
But, even then I think you could find reasons to feel good about it, like, I like to announce to the rest of the ones who might be hiding that I just killed their friend and that they're next if they dare to come out, and that still feels nice to do, you know? It's a message. It's ironic of course, but it's funny to do and so makes you lighten up.
Oh, but, you have all those things moving around your house? Damn. They'll just reproduce and get more and more if you don't take care of it, you do know, right? If you have the means, you could just hire somebody to clean up the mess for you, in the case that you don't wanna bother. And, who knows what more than just ants or spiders could pop up and annoy you even further.
Sorry to preach, but yeah, hope you take care of that.
Now I need to get back to writing on my notebook.
