>>14766511there is no one simple answer to life, reality and sanity, the only advice i could give, as a highly unstable individual, is try to just find some sort of balance in your life, daily routine, etc, i do none of these btw they would probably help me alot aswell, but yeah long story short come to terms with your shit and move on, do whatever you want, go stack cash fuck whores and snort coke or go live in some fucking remote bungalo fishing for food everyday, at the end of the day its your life bro