>>20856100I don't want to dox myself but I am actually in the medical field.
I won't deny that part of my reason for going into it was my interest in blood, injuries and violence. I grew up browsing gore threads and hurting myself for pleasure like the other guy so when I finished school with good grades it felt like a natural choice. But I very quickly learned to compartmentalize work vs cooming. Work is work, it's similar to how male gynecologists aren't just horny all day at their job because there's a big difference in their heads between pussy in a work context and pussy in a sexual context. In my shithole country I've seen every kind of trauma that exists and sometimes it gives me ideas for things I wish I could have done to me, but only once I've gone home and totally disconnected it from the actual patient I was dealing with.
