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Doing No fap since Halloween, so that's been about 9 days. I've been addicted to porn for 5 years now. The past several months, I've been in a terrible rut so I have been masturbating once every day or two. I have noticed my brain chemistry has gotten more an more fucked up. I have started questioning my sanity more and more often. It's possible that there are tons of other factors to my mental state but lately I have been getting this feeling that when I masturbate, I get psychically raped by an unknown force. I can't help but to think that I have been getting these feelings due to the brain chemistry getting fucked around. Anyways, I hope I can make it for one month. 28 days was my longest.
