>>15953519i haven't talked to anyone in two in a half years because of covid, graduated at home, and i'm scared of going outside because of how fat i've gotten. i'm trying to lose it but it's hard to when you're stuck inside with nothing to do or nobody to talk to outside of 4chan. guess i'm scared of going outside because i don't want to run into someone who's like "hey look at anon did you see how fat he got?". i had some really bad experiences my high school years so being stuck inside isn't really good but i had to be a dum glutton. i honestly have no idea how i'd react going into the real world, i know it would be pretty bad i can't even hold a conversation with my family and i've picked up a habbit were i have a lot of ideas going into my head but stutter and struggle trying to explain them all, going back into society would be a nightmare but i have to do it one day, being a neet obviously isn't good