>>20928235Hey retard, go get your GED and driver's license. You also really need to shed acting like a melodramatic fag for your own sake. You once brought up coming here for guidance and that was a really demented thing to say. This whole site's a cesspool of detritus and dogshit, but perhaps these two generals might pique your interest in the future:
>>>/fit/74838614>>>/sci/16298920You'd also mentioned not having any role models. Like I've told you before, Epictetus, George Stephenson, Benjamin Graham, Paul Erdős, and Brian Kernighan should be your new role models. These extraordinary individuals accomplished remarkable feats. Just find the time to look into their respective works. Maybe you'll find inspiration.
On a final note, read picrel. It's a classic that provides a nuanced exploration of the human condition, might be a valuable read for anyone who's struggling and feeling lost. Godspeed and good luck, friend.