>>15077398Is he ok?
>>15077429I'm guessing having such thoughts about this friend of your comes from the fact that perhaps he(?) is the only one that does not inflict fear upon you. Maybe?
Are you from rich and demanding family? Kinda sounds like it. Are things good besides the sudden outbursts?
...Maybe you should leave(if you can that is)
>>15077460Well i had these states of half-dream, but during them i'm just acting in this semi conscious dream. I'm really curious about this paralysis... But maybe i'm too powerful for that haha