>>21187574>almost became a murderer, some shitlord tried to steal from me and I literally tried to catch him to cook him (I want meat)I'm sorry to hear it got that bad.
I can't say that I would've done different inder the circumstances, but that still doesn't make it a good thing.
I know it sounds like "tots and pears" bullshit, and I don't know in what exact manner you will be helped, but I am CERTAIN that if you confess your sins to the Lord Jesus Christ and ask Him for help, it will come.
I have LIVED this over the past 14 years, so I KNOW He will help.
Alot of what will help is Him working to change you.
For that, you have to cooperate.
You NEED to be in His Word every day.
My family and I do the English version of this every day...
https://transmundial.org/a-traves-de-la-biblia/We went from almost being one more divorce statistic to being a happy, healthy family by studying together. We never really set out to change anything specific, we just grew into new people.
I am praying for you now.