old thread got removed, so i make a new to answer the OP
strenght of military aged men is a political topic and its politically incorrect to shame those with no selfcontrol. please do not delete.
>>470881927>self control is goodyes
however i am ~290lb 6ft with slightly visible abs (i am not a steroiduser), a family and i have sex 2 times a day usually with the wife and masturbate 10 times normally in addition. started masturbating when i was 8. since around 10 i fap around 10 times a day.
i prefer viewing naked girls alone, no men, or girls playing with each other. i dislike seeing a man when i play with myself and its a huge turnoff
also never had any interest in anything else than teengirls. wife was 14 when i met her first. had our 1st child when she was 20
tried to nofap 3 times, ended up every time with horrible pain due to semen congestion after 4 days. so horrible i felt like i have to die now. at first i did not even realize this is related. will never do it again. cumming is a natural urge for me and not fapping is just not my thing. had an idiot doctor who told me there is no such thing as semen congestion. visited a different doc then who told me its likely my body is just used to producing such enormous loads of semen its like when you dont milk a cow... his advice was stopping experimenting and just do as usual
>internet porn ruined youwhen i was a kid there was no internet and i fapped to half naked girls in swimwear from magazines
i also fapped thinking of my hairdresser and our maid, i fapped when being in a public bath (swimming with one hand). this all was LONG before the west was flooded with porn like crazy. i just have a high sexual drive by nature, God made me this way and i am not ashamed at all as i never forced myself on a girl
>why do you even post thento show you can be a strong guy with a high sexual drive and enjoying yourself is good as long you you dont get
>>470882067no selfcontrol is weakness