>>7885702I didn't meant for you to take it so physical, especially that I see the entire idea of masking your emotions as pointless and against most positive things.
Misunderstandings are what make this world go around - starting from levels such as gene mutation, while ending it on a religious wars.
I just want you to know that whatever's your current state of things, if you truly are unable to sustain yourself on this world anymore, there are people who can selflessly dig you up from that.
Some of them maintain quite an impressive self-earned wealth, so even money isn't a problem - though obviously that's a very rare case.
Just know that no matter how tempting suicide might be, nowadays there are always ways out.
You just might not like them at first but what's more precious in life than life itself? An enigma that comes after it? I dunno mate, I dunno.