>>3639531>they go away after fappingOnly briefly. Basically could never last with a woman because of them. Never had an issue finding a good vanilla girl to fall in love with when I thought I was straight. Those days are long past.
>>3639543Couldn't be a father because am degenerate basket case. Sure I got things to offer the world, in fact I work really hard to make sure those things aren't stupid. I love humanity and it has so much potential, but fuck being a human. I probably day dream about violently killing or harming myself 50-100 times a day legit. I'm on the knifes edge between what
>>3639551 said and spreading my neurons and matter across the linoleum tile. And I've been balancing here for a couple years now.
