>>9073015>but really just needs someone stable to talk to.Like you and me? kek
>I haven't really even considered it.>My life was turbulent and a struggle for survival until now. I'm not gonna let it go for my own petty wants.You are you, you realize. Maybe dropping everything you've worked for wouldn't be the best move, but the only person who's gonna make you happy is you. Working on yourself and seeking happiness (or more accurately, contentment) is not petty, what's the point in living if you spend your entire life not even enjoying it? At least, try to make a habit of thinking about the little things in life that you are grateful for. Appreciating a sunset or a well-cooked meal are the baby steps towards realizing not everything in life is terrible.
>NO UOkay. gif related.
>I'm a fucked up person inside and out.Maybe, but you are you. You are obviously not the lowest scum there is because we are having this conversation right now. If you really were the worst, you wouldn't care about any of this shit at all. You'd probably be a lot happier for it, too. Seems to me that underneath all the crap there's a normal person in there, desperate to get out. It won't happen overnight but, facilitate that person. We are all victims of circumstance. True weakness is not realizing that you are weak, or in your case perhaps running away from the fact, rather than facing and addressing it directly. Gritting your teeth and bottling shit up is not strength, or in a sense it is, but it's strength without wisdom, and is ultimately self destructive.
