>>5022024Both parents died at one night and I never quite got over it.
It's just kinda warped my view on the world, it's people, justice etc. I've just been irritable and shut off to people ever since.
I've always had a guardian but he never felt like a father, I love him dearly but I've always felt like I need to care for him (he's old), so I've never been able to let go of control and that's caused me issues.
I always feel like I need to do something greater but don't know what yet. Something that can help people, but I don't trust our justice system enough to just become a cop. But just donating to charities or funding good causes doesn't solve anything or make me feel whole. I just wish I could help with REAL justice you know?
Also I'm terrified of bats