>>1636228927 and never had a gf. Mommy issues or not, part of me wants an older, classy love interest, the amount of investment in this shitty society which seems more necessary for a girl my age/younger just doesn’t seem worth it, and I don’t have enough religious conviction to genuinely go within that structure. I’m tired of fighting with my libido, and pretending to be some brave monk about it when I’m not. My fantasies have been pretty morbid lately
> met a Chinese girl by chance irl at my college, we started talking and we’re hitting it off fairly well, chatting and meeting up> she’s working a good job, makes enough to pay for her school and support her elderly parents back home, isn’t the gregarious type and shy> found out she’s 29 and Falun Gong> I confessed my feelings to her, she said she’s traditional and that we should remain friends for now> idk what to think 