>>20396057for me it's seeing how my older brothers were treated, both of them are 6'7 football playing chads, but even they always get fucked over in the end. I avoided relationships all throughout high school because what happened to them, I almost got over it till I saw my younger cousin get into high school and become a whore.
I think I'll cope with gacha and waifus, take the energy I would have spent of women and use it towards learning the how to use new technology coming out.
