Lost phone and realized I was wearing headphones, connected to it. No audio. But remember blue. Song about blue. Blue ampient. It's in newpipe playlist, I listened to it for days or weeks non stop lying down or someothing. Enjoying feeling sad. Maybe. Suicidal maybe.
Blu - Ambient Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0jKgOOwbkQPlaying through speakers. Distorted sounds bad.