>>3985062I wasted my 20s doing nothing positive my life, working for ZOG in the US military and now all my friends are married/ have kids/ careers etc and i have jack shit plus arthritis and depression/anxiety from collecting the pieces of my dead friends and being blown up. i am becoming a monk. And virgin white women have noticed because I glow like a CIA NIGGER but still I feel like I'm too old to do anything worthwhile and meaningful, with the chronic pain and depression. I'm going to be 40 in 10 years but I have chosen to fight. I will retain every drop of semen and get my house in order so I can prepare one for my virgin wife and our children. In my case, the spirit is willing it's the body that is dragging behind.