>>12822826You will never be a real job. You have no salary, you have no pay. You are an unemployed 30yo man.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back anons mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your meme job behind closed doors.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you know you will never have a real job.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone which not only says your name, but your profession too.. "janny" and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a loser is buried there
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.