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I daydream I'm a space marine on a boarding action before I go to sleep, it helps me fall asleep when I'm not exhausted but must go to sleep. I also can't stop thinking, working out ideas, sometimes several at once (can't find if the phenomenon has a name). Sometimes I feel like my brain is on coke, sometimes I want to take coke to be more productive.
I work 10+hrs a day, will increase that to 12 and in addition do long-term projects for the future. I barely have a private life and I don't feel I need it. I'm not asocial, but have no need to socialise, prefer to go out in the wild alone because I cannot pace myself reasonably so I put maximum effort into everything I do and don't ever rest. Had gfs and all but the normie is just a mask, currently not even looking for one due to work, paranoia and severe trust issues.
I only wanted to write about the space marine shit originally, sorry.
