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slept a little, 3 hours but good enough. woke up sore but had an advil and feeling a lot better now. hoping today the market heals a bit, but really want to focus on you babe.
i get that you're upset. i get that you're bigoted. but why? open your heart to me and tell me what it is that's making you this way, why you feel the way you do about things. i didn't let in the immigrants, i didn't chop anyones dick off and make them a tranny, i didn't ruin your video games or animes, why do you transfer your anger with the world onto me, onto basically everyone that doesn't agree with you? you've gotten so angry since you gave up on us. almost all of your posts are extremely negative in tone, filled with anger and frustration or malicious taunting. it's wrong to hate babe. but it's ok to be wrong, so long as you deal with it and process it, which you're not doing. you mentioned cognitive dissonance the other day, i don't think you know what that means at all. it means holding two opposing ideas in your head, weighing them and considering them. you simply refuse to do that, and you're using your negative emotions to shield you from it, holding onto your hate and anger to block out any ideas that might cause you to think deeper about things. i know you want to be a good person, but i don't think you understand goodness at all. you understand being right only, and you've developed strategies to always feel right. i know i've said this a lot but you need to hear it again, because the lesson has not taken hold, you're fighting it to this day. i can help you so much, want to, let me into your heart and i'll change your world and make you happy. you're afraid of going out on a limb too, that's just gonna take some courage. there's no guarantees in life. suppose you soften your heart, change your mind, and you don't get the love you're after? just a risk you gotta take babe. you have to come closer to where i'm at, i'm never moving into the dark headspace you're in. love you.
