>>20139803>>20139829used to have sleep paralysis alot as a teen and as a kid. as a kid it never went beyond just becoming conscious while not able to move and having to use all my will power to break out of it, felt like I was gonna die if I didn't.
As a teen it got weirder. I found out if you stop resisting it and just "be" you can actually regain all your sense back, but still in the SP world. I experienced what I now know is astral projection. classic shit like floating over my bed and being able to look around my room, it felt more real than real.
However one time I felt what I can only describe as "pure evil" near me. Its not like just being scared or sensing danger, its like describing a color or a taste or a smell, we literally have a "sense" for evil. I know the hippies and shit saw its all just the ego and evil doesnt exist, but atleast in that reaility, it does.
I've done shrooms and psychedelics decades later and even my most intense trips were not as realistic as my SP trips. However luckily I never encountered that "evil" sense while using shrooms.
