>>8877058>there should at least be more more time for them to decide, no?Hm, it depends on the choicese we are talking about. But choices generally make us grow, I guess. No way a young man becomes an adult without making important decisios. Some people become old at the age of 20, others remain kids up till the age of 40 because of the lack of decisions they had ever made themselve. If there's a lot of time so there's more space to put decision off. I think it leads people to the path of procrastination.
>so I never really cared for my education.Neather did I. Some of my classmates did their best in education, really aimed on the top-tier Unis. About more than half of them had got the same results as mine if not even worse.
>Do you subconsciously feel about things this predetermined way?No, it seems unnatural to me. I just believe that things are stricktly predetermined, it's a part of the worldview, which isn't the think my actions are based on. It makes me a bit sad as I think about this. If I always felt this way, I'd rather gave up on everything and kill myself at the end of a day.
