>>21214107You have time to turn this around. Life is long and you will look back at these days when you’re 50 and laugh at how bleak you thought life was.
Take small steps.
>exercise daily. >dont eat garbage>don’t drink or smoke (too much)>read and watch videos to learn skills, or find inspiration. >get into school/training for a trade….there is a high demand and educational programs by the government. >get a cert >learn to speak confidently, but maintain modesty. >bet on yourself>life is long and you need to start with baby steps >everything will fall into place but you have to fix your mindset.