>>9091158basically put, I was bicurious for a good while before I enrolled into uni. I knew I liked girls, but do I like guys as well? I’m not into traps, or musclebros, but maybe someone average like me? I didn’t ease into it until I had lost my virginity with a girl I liked, who is my current girlfriend, but we didn’t become “official” until this the very start of this year so I thought this would be a good time to test my bicurosity.
i found a guy through acquaintances who’s bicurious as well, and since we’re both strangers, i thought this was for the best since it’d be awkward if I did it with a friend. he was nice and all, definitely would make good relationship material, but I didn’t “enjoy” the night like he did.
we agreed to take turns and do a routine, which went into foreplay, then giving head, and then penetration in which position we felt most comfortable with. I went first, and I just focused on making him cum and hide that I found the experience less than satisfying. when it was his turn to give me head, I closed my eyes and tried imagining it was the girl I liked the whole time, which helped me relieve myself, I guess. as for the penetration, we both laid face down on pillows and followed lube instructions, which I guess helped reduce my escalating uncomfortableness. at least he liked it, so I’m happy for him, but all I can say is that it was “alright”.
anyway... that is my awkward explanation as to how I confirmed to myself I’m straight.
