>>19386605It's the forced shedule and social interactions that keep my reality in check. It's also not that I hate this place in particular, I'm just very easly bored and I think besides the obviously restricted pool of jobs I could get due to me dropping out with 15, there's no commercial work that could overcome my boredom which always translates into internalized anger. Believe me when I say I'd go crazy haha, when I was on forced vacation (I didn't know that I can't just cash it out) for 3 weeks, I unironically started planning terrorist attacks and was uncomfortably close to realizing them.
The world is a fuck
