>>6278559I had to deal with investigations and the court in the past and i was also sent to jail but never for a lifetime or without the hope of ever getting out. These instances didn't happen recently but neither too late for me to forget about them. But now, terrified, i realize that the ones interrogating me are the ones who are free (and this can be seen in how pleased with themselves they are while writing down my testimony, those infamous movements of a humanoid animal that feels no restrain in its life, their gestures as they apply the stamp, the sounds of pages turning, of someone eating a sandwich, gulping down a glass of water, the screech of a chair under the weight of a strong body, anchored into reality, the look at the window, yawning, burping, the thought of their young wife, held tight in their arms at night), while i know that i'll never be like them, everything i'll do would and will remind me that i was condemned to never be free until my death.
