i can't get back to sleep. i think i'm falling in love is the problem, with a lady i've never seen or smelled. don't even know how tall she is. i didn't think i could fall in love again but the universe is throwing a lot of curveballs at me all of a sudden.
if any of you guys tell her i smoke (vape) i swear it's the end for you. and i can't believe biden would betray me like this. nicotine is not addictive, it's just better than practically everything else. and now i have to break the news to my mom, who is a large altria shareholder, and she is in a foul mood already, she can't sleep either, i think she knows something is up with me.
i'm gonna have to make a lot of changes i guess, my life right now is not fit for a companion, but that's the path i've been put on and i am not one to cower from destiny. at least this stock market fever is fading. i don't even care about prices anymore.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2aIqg-5oZhw 