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Dear /bant/,
I’m the Anthonyposter. I’m writing this because I’m sorry that I’ve been annoying everyone for the past year and a half.
Just for the record, it’s not me trying to force a meme. It’s not me spamming purely for the sake of being an obnoxious asshole. I really do have romantic feelings for this person who I don’t and have never known, let alone a version of him that hasn’t existed for an entire decade now. I really am severely mentally unwell and use an anonymous website like 4chan to cope. The Covid lockdowns did possibly irreparable damage to my inner psyche and I’ve been stuck in this state of unrequited love for a person who hasn’t existed for 10 entire years, and never knew me even then, ever since.
The reason I hardly post pictures of him, or actually *say* who he is and make everyone else who remotely gives a shit guess, is because I’m embarrassed that I’m in love with a guy from a YouTube channel that hasn’t been relevant in years. This is especially so on 4plebs boards such as /tv/ and /s4s/. My feelings are overwhelming and seemingly every other corner on the internet (Youtube, Reddit, etc) are in favor of the era of this YouTube channel that I detest deeply. Likely due to it being young people who never watched the old videos, thus don’t really get it, watching. And Reddit, well, they’ll vehemently defend anything and everything with a woman in it, no matter how terrible.
I love him, a lot, I feel a connection with and relate to him, or at the very least what was displayed on the internet, very deeply. Unfortunately I don’t see these strong feelings towards that version of Anthony going away any time soon. I made a huge mistake giving myself an imaginary oneitis like this, because it’s left me in this state of being unable to let go for years now. I’ll try to dial it back on here, but when I keep it all to myself for too long, it hurts a lot and I need to vent. I’m sorry about the frustration, again.
-Anthonyschizo
