>>19488378>Work on yourselfIt's probably too late, if I don't get proactive it's not gonna happen
I turned 27 not too long ago, I've isolated myself for the past like 10 years working on stuff.
I threw away my entire prime youth for it
I wanted to be a stoic so badly
Carl Jung built Bollingen Tower where he could isolate himself and focus on his work
I wanted to do the same too, and it was working for a while, but as I've aged, the cracks have started to show
I thought I was hard as stone, but last year with Josie my heart was attacked, and now this year with Summer my shell is becoming undone
I'm no stoic, I'm no master genius lost in his craft.
I'm a fucking ball of worthless goo that wants to have my hair stroked while I lay on a lap pillow
I WANT IT SO FREAKING BAD DAMMIT
