>>4898780I’m not going to pretend to say that I know the anything of genuine suicidal thoughts.
I’ve had them since I was 7 because of some white-gal Californians.
And I’ll tell you what, for every person that dare do shit like that, take the high ground, and make it known, because this is your world, and it won’t be infested by the likes of these people, and you should make people stare as you take the Hill of morality.
But if it’s something more personal, either with family or within thyself, I can only offer condolences, and hope, for it is a journey everyone must make. Every time the journey for many can end abruptly with suicide, everyone takes it harsher or lighter, then others, either way: you can’t let that happen, you have to win, this is your life goddammit, and you will excel, even at your worst.
And if you need a break, don’t hesitate, just sit down, lie down, but make sure you get back up, and if you do badly soon afterward, don’t worry, you need to warm up, give yourself time. Life takes years to master, and so do the things in it, so take your time, but be driven, and passionate in everything you do.
And thank you kindly for the compliments, it’s people like you that bring my life a real hope.