>>10977655>Where do I go when I die?You don't go anywhere because you were never here to begin with you just spill out in the rest of yourself.
What's ironic is that you can reform yourself but dying really does feel like bliss and how can anyone muster that much willpower to resist dying? I don't mean just being conscious as a brain but regenerate it or your body.
Think of it like this as you are right now where you can't be made aware of it only automatically be/accept it is like a "rod" with no start or end point and you "attract" matter/keep your body the way it is around it. The moment this rod ruptures, cracks, snaps or leaks you die sometimes not instantly but like a process. Old age for instance is this rod becoming soft and weakening when technically we can just live forever, death being something like a short rest/vacation but not a ceasing or end, same with your body, you're just a smaller expression of something greater just like your cells make you up and so forth.
Anyway if you're aware of/feel your own rod you can manipulate same as with other people in that you can heal them or touch them gently and they die or fall apart, you can even alter their hormones or the way their body works, same as disabling limbs and so forth.
To change your own body however requires you to regress your rod into an "egg" shape and be reborn from it but you'll just look like something from H.R Giger's art then and not human-like at all.