>>19276331free your heart of grudges.
instead of forcing the thought "i forgive these people," adopt the attitude of "i will not let this bother me," or "i will not let this rock my faith." literally everything is a shit test. the devils shit test. anytime someone wrongs you, fucks you over, etc. its just the devil trying to get under your skin and shake your rock. simply ignore the devils pitiful attempt to shake you away from God, forgiveness of others will come to you naturally thereafter.
take 5 grams of mushrooms to see what i mean.