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>being autistic female 21, speaking mainly english
>met 21 afgan male in vienna, speaking deutch
>invited this semi-stranger to my flat because he promised to "be a good boy"
>were chilling, clearly said "no" to sex
>got penetrated anyway
>in the process felt bad because i have a boyfriend and we owed on our fingers that we won't cheat when we are away (only 4 months). it's not like im afraid to cut off my finger (which i should do if i tell him according to the owe). but i feel bad for letting this happen and failing his trust.
>after he came, in the bathroom this boy tried to fuck me again but i choked him so hard that he felt on the floor
>he stopped for a moment but tried again later, had to choke him a bit every time he was too pushy
>in general, he was nice - made me breakfast, coffee to bed, clean the place a bit, shared weed
since im autistic i could be too naive sometimes, but i don't understand why my words are not enough and only physical force prevents violation of my free will and rape
