>>4832516I'm in the same boat, In my fathers never ending shadow.
Have you tried disconnecting from social media, from where I assume you get your ideas of success?
I've been on a detox, flip phone for away from home, tablet for the emails, and computer for 4chin,
The issue might be your pre-registered assumptions of success rather than finding your own version of happiness in what you love.
What do you enjoy anon?