>>5352578This IS a sin, worse than suicide.
The door for forgiveness is NEVER closed.
NEVER.
Don't kill yourself, God has much bigger plans for you than that, and it will start by healing your heart so you will never feel the urge to commit such abomination against yourself EVER AGAIN.
You need to pray, bro. You need to show Christ your deepest wounds and sorrow. Do it today, during your prayer session. You need to read his word, anon. He can't help you, if you stay all day watching cartoons and playing videogames.
You need to read his word, and talk to him daily, and to keep furthering your knowledge of him, so he can HEAL your heart. Thats why he is here in first place!
