I do believe in divinity and yet sometimes, especially when I was younger, I used to think, surely a divine god wouldn't create such nonsensical meaningless crude or disgusting things as we witness in life sometimes or often ( but not in anime mind you ), for example consider the existence of DarkSydePhil, mostly known on the internet as 'that guy that accidently masturbated on a livestream '
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czQXW7qgZ6Qhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3UUl5gUEcwI want to believe in jesus, but I don't think he would approve of all my weird sexual desires,
and the guidelines of what is sinful seem somewhat arbitrary. Do we really go to hell or is is just a metaphor and instead we just have to live in a liberal city forever ?