>>17984150Not a whitepill per se but just a perspective, there will always be things which will seem out of control to you, you would feel defeated that there's no saving nothing left, stop worrying about them and start working on the things you can control. Make something better for yourself first, then take care of your loved one, then to the larger community you are part of.
If the overall momentum is in positive direction you will see the change you would thought of impossible. Within you and environment surrounding you.
Ever progress you will make will further strengthen you, rejuvenate you and at some point you will start to become the guiding light for others.
Invest some effort in spirituality, try to meditate on your God, yourself...preferably during morning, make it a habit.