>>11747245OP it get easier. and then energy you will get in doing good things feels amazing, powerful, pure.
camomile tea is your fren
you want a drink, go outside first, walk around, just delay it asap, 9 times out of ten and hopefully ten out of ten, it goes away. nature saves you
you want a drink, buy shit. this may sound dumb, but just go buy some crazy cool expensive shit for yourself and play with that that day instead
it is WAY cheaper in the long run and again will save you from falling off the wagon.
go to meetings, commit to it and dont try to pull it off on your own.
also join a bowling league with your AA frens or something, be active in no drinking socializing
well, thats my two cents anyway. proud of your boy over here OP, stick with it