>>11800324My brain doesn't work that way, kindergarteners can beat me. I stare at the board for 10-15 minutes looking for all the possible things that can happen, make my move, and immediately get shafted. I played dota/LoL for seven years and regularly got beaten by people who had played for a week. I struggled with sc2 singleplayer on easy. Simple RPG puzzles are too hard for me. I only passed my college math courses because my tutor was friends with my professors. Normal sudoku puzzles take me well over 30 mins. I'm horrible at problem solving and overlook obvious details in everything.
On the other hand my freshman logic course in college was a breeze while everyone else struggled, and I'm a software developer. I don't understand my brain and I'll never understand how people can be so good with numbers and strategy in video games but work at warehouses or in fast food, while I'm a retard and have a white collar job that I'm competent at.