>>16088691Mostly I'm just incredibly lonely and i have depression but I don't want to pay a psychiatrist and I used to cope by binge drinking but I can't really do that anymore for medical reasons plus detox isn't fun and things just haven't felt quite right since I got "sober" (I still enjoy a bottle of wine or port once in a while, I'm just not drinking a 750ml bottle of bourbon every 24 hours) and now I just smoke a shut ton of weed also I'm high asf now if you couldn't tell by the way I just basically dumped my purse so to speak
