>>23549695sometimes I think I have long stretches of mental illness all throughout my life. Like I had a pretty gay phase when I was a hot young twink because of all the sudden attention and yes... I did watch every episode of that show with alot of pleasure and maybe some episodes multiple times. I simply cannot understand why or how or what I was even thinking at the time. It's dangerous behaviour that even translated into real life at the time. I would open up girls for my buddies with "have you met?" etc. I just feel horrible shame thinking about it.
