>>15262848no
I'm supposed to go on a trip to another state to see my grandma's grave tomorrow, as well as a bunch of other birthday related things. But I realized, I just have nothing in my life. I almost killed myself a few months ago. But I met a girl, and I thought, against my better judgement, that maybe I could have a reason to live my life but I just cannot. I'm doing it tonight. I literally cannot do it anymore. I do not want to be alive anymore. Any days that I continue to live henceforth are delaying the inevitable.
