>>375570never had ambien i dont even know what it is.opiates are legit my shit, i had oxy after surgery that i abused until i ran out, i was abusing tramadol in south america, the thing is i love it but i can quit super easily whenever i run out im too scared to leave my houses o i never have addiction issues.
>>375483old me was super gross i cant even look at transition me. i miss male me though. i hate trans people desu that "look" makes me ill.
>>375518i got t otake more hydr oso i might be coming up soonish. after surgery i dont know the transformation is so slow that you adjust before you know it. i hate it i wish it was all at once so i didnt adjust. thats how it should be thats like the high that i chase that i never will be able to. the closest was maybe after implants because everything felt so weird and different and scary and i literally couldnt walk straight from balance issues lol.
