>>7304276I reached that point too. I just stopped caring about the stupid hangups I use to have and just tried to appreciate myself, but I'm just so uninterested in life irl that making an effort to improve my self becomes impossible due to my self defeatism .
>>7304285Honestly Im just afraid of change. I was comfortable with how my life was up until now. I was fine with being alone. I did have people to talk to (siblings) but I realized I was just spinning my wheels talking to them so I guess I pulled away from them because I realized I might've been burdening them with my negative thoughts. Then it occured to me one day that I'd wake up and they would eventually move on with their lives and then I'd really be alone. I just freaked(internally of course)
>sorry for typing all that outI really do appreciate you guys responding honestly the only thing that keeps me from the edge is knowing that there are people out there who feel like me but even that's starting to lose effect. You guys don't need to feel chained to this thread I seriously appreciate the kindness tho
