>>15666610>someone purposely poised to infiltrate us in such a way...we're supposed to be DOOMED into a never-ending cycle of You "kevtching" your 'soon to be ended life`...I'm sorry but i really try to keep it to a minimum, i guess even this is too much, nobody wants to know about my troubles. I wait and wait and nothing, then when i ask every now and then because everyone else forgot about it (oh, can you wait x more months) i the feel like a burden to your team for even asking. I got a glimmer of hope last week from RS so i have no other option but to wait some more and hope that it maybe bears fruit this time and in the meantime pray that tbe lawyer i charge of our house matters will move his ass before the economy collapsea so we can't get a loan at all. I'll move back to my tiny little room soon anyway, i would have already but i didn't get my neetbux this month, if i want to do the job that RS has for me properly i need to be alone to have my peace, the relations here have soured a bit. All i do now is check your threads every morning and watch some sports videos or play vidya or help around the house with all the fruits growing now and whatnot, and every other day i walk 3 miles to the football field and throw frisbees for 3-4 hours or until my legs are able and then go back and that's it. Don't meet or talk to anyone but my mother, maybe a visit to my jewish (not literally, she just acts like one, nobody likes her) grandmother once a month. No real friends to hang out with, i can forget about women, my best friends are our two cats and the neighbours one that we adopted cuz we're the only ones petting him...
I try to help in threads however i can but like i said i lost my mojo after LaPalma, there isn't much to do lately, i feel like i'm juat a passenger waiting for ww3 and the ensuing suffering to begin and trying desperately to find my place where i can be useful and do something good for this world with very poor results for the past few months...
