>>10985537well is suicide worth it?
don't think about your family, think about yourself, what things would you miss, that you already went trough 20 years of life, do you want to abbadon it?
get job, or part time job, it helped me a lot, i was neet, but than i got some order in my life, met new people, tho half of them was retarded....
even as wagecuck i had more fun than being neet, unless you end up in bangladesh cloth factory it can't be worse